A ho!*

6:45am Berlin Mountain, New York. I drove up over the rise having just passed the woodchuck. A huge doe bounded across the road in front of me. As I shifted focus past her, I spotted the full white moon in the blue sky. A crow with a three-foot wingspan sailed past the moon before wafting over the trees.

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*’a ho’ is a Native American exclamation of praise, wonder and agreement.

Desire-less, 4

This is the one that got it all started. It’s taken me 4 days to face it…
I do not desire my world designed to my aesthetic.

Desire-less, 3

I do not desire to be doing other things (e.g., meditating) when I have to do something else (e.g., walking the dog before off-leash hours end).

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Desire-less

I’ve decided to start a 40-day program of being aware of and sidestepping desires. Desires motivate, but also bring attachment to outcomes — a major cause of not being in the moment with what is. Steve Ross once said the reason we get such pleasure from satisfying a desire for some new thing is that for a moment we are in a state of desirelessness.
With that sentiment in mind and Kali to chop off the head of every desirous thought, here we go.

Day 1
I do not desire this car.